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1:50 PM



hey guys :] this is my first time posting by the way, feels a little weird how my first post is something on a rather serious note cos i always imagined that my first post here would be light and happy :] haha`

well i was reading through the stuff and i guess everyone has their own point(s) to make and i guess everyone is right in having the opinions that we've all poured out here on the blog, tagboard and even in our personal conversations w each other. but somehow something struck me as i thought through it and hence i decided to make my debut entry now :] haha.

wells i was just thinking maybe we shouldn't dwell on this anymore... what's done is done and everything happens for a reason (cliched, yes i know) perhaps to some of us it might seem hardly a reason at all, unreasonable, excuses etc but to each his own, as they say. perhaps none of us are in any right to dispute anyone's decisions [or ck's in this instance] as kel has mentioned, too. sure we might have our differences in way of thinking and opinions and surely we can state it out but i think when it comes to religion and how it affects each of us individually, it's probably up to the individual ultimately.

i guess we'll have to put up w several inconveniences like reblockings and stage directions and stuff but hey, we'll pull through it together just like before guys! :] honestly speaking [after saying so much,] i honestly remain ambivalent towards this... i guess we can see it as irresponsibility, an excuse etc but i was just wondering how would it be like looking at it from God's point of view. i wonder if He'd be upset reading these posts and entries here because none of us knows who's right. another honest thought, last sunday during Mass the priest was talking about taking the narrow roads that lead to God and i thought to myself, man i wonder how much of me that would take. reading this today i'm thinking maybe it really is a bold n courageous decision on ck's part.

hmm, i wonder if i've made any point in this entry at all? haha. sorry if you guys lost me half way :]

well people we can put it behind us and live out the Plan that we all have and it's all different REMEMBER!

and in all things great/tragic/happy..you get the drift, i guess we still gotta give Him thanks :]

m a n d a*
1:49 AM



hahahahaha.. i feel so amused.


okays, i was like WT..(*%$&!%*#@)$(!@$^ when i first read ck's post. firstly, even as a christian, i do not condone his decision, but as God has given us free will, so be it. secondly, even if God wants you out of dance, just at least complete the responsibility, and finish what you have started so you can get a clean start on your.. erm. renewed relationship with God..? yeh. God may not want you to do this, but i dont htink you know God as to tell you to walk away from a responsibility you committed yourself to, right? be it in any situation. unless you're breaking a commandment. are you..?

basically, i cant be one to preach. im not qualified to do so. this has become a war of theological ideals, and lets just say, not everyone share the same. no one knows for sure EXACTLY what God is thinking and what is the perfect, most ABSOLUTE right way to worship God. but i think pple might agree that it's ultimately up to you, as long as you have the heart in worshipping God right?

sigh. basically, no point arguing. everything happens for a reason. God has a plan for you, but He granted you free will. if it's ck's choice, so be it, but ultimately, it's up to God to decide what's right in His eyes. pple, just take it as it comes. and pray. a lot.


just remember, God is NOT an excuse.




anyways, STUDY HARD PPLE!!! [i will try too. XP] dance is gonna hit full force once we're done. it's gonna be a hell of a rollercoaster ride! keep praying for strength, God will see us through everything as long as we commit it in His hands! God will be by our side..

will keep all you dancers in prayer. cheers, y'all. :]

12:48 AM



ck. don't you think that you are abit too selfish and self-centred? yup yup. God may be calling for you. but. why do you have to neglect or even stop dancing. as quoted by someone. "God gave you a gift and you must make full use of it." do you know that your actions are going to create so much unwanted trouble for the entire SYF team and also inconvenience for zaki. have you ever thought of that. please. THE WORLD DOES NOT ONLY REVOLVE AROUND YOU. think about the rest. we worked together as a team. we fought with our heart and soul until we attain such glamourous achievements. do you really wanna leave us just because of what you think God had said to you? maybe you have interpreted wrongly. i don't really believe in what you say. God creates each individual with their strengths and flaws. Dance is your strength. But being too immersed in your own spirtual world and not thinking about others is your flaws. Do you think God will forgive you for what you have done? i don't think so. Your selfish acts are the creation of disaster and problems. Guilt will fall upon you eventually. i don't think God advocates inconveniencing others and being selfish.

TAY WEILIANG.(in bold.)
1:30 AM



Hello people...ck here. What I am about to say will most probably not go down well with all of you... I am pulling out of Rapture entirely. Not just the other items, but navras itself. I'm not doing this for some strange and twisted reason or with a depraved mind. Making this desicion has not been easy for me, given that i do love dance. It's a passion I will take with me wherever I go.

I am pulling out of Rapture because of God's calling. After returning from my church camp, God showed Himself to me to be so much more real than ever before. As much as I have a passion for dance, my passion for God proves to be stronger. I have made a desicion to follow God and chase after Him instead of the things of this world. That would also mean no secular music and no secular dance. If there's any dance I will ever do, it would be dance that glorifies God and furthers His kingdom. My reasons for pulling out of Rapture had been vague previously, but I'll make it clearer here.

In the midst of SYF training, God has already called for me to leave dance behind and follow after Him. But I disobeyed Him and decided to continue on with Rapture. It was during this time that God was already prodding me to leave Rapture and follow Him, but I refused, until He convicted me and I decided to leave Rapture. I hated what I did, leaving behind my passion to go for some camp that God wanted me to go, so much that He had to intervene. But after attending the church camp, I realised why God made me go for it. It truly had been a life changing experience. In this camp I achieved breakthrough with the Lord, and saw His face more clearly than I had ever seen. We had 43 salvations by just pulling people off the streets to come to our evangelistic service, and miracle healings that you usually hear of rather than see. But indeed a group of 4 from my church prayed for a crippled old lady, and she could stand upright after that.

Some of you may misunderstand my intentions, or even doubt my reasons as to why I'm leaving Rapture entirely. But my reasons are true, and my heart sincere. I openly confess that I am not on the best of relations with most of you, and many times I wonder what I did wrong. I thought of this a few days back, then God spoke to me again, and I realised that if I had forged close relationships with all of you, I would have been too attached to dance, and not have gone for the camp. That is not to say that I wouldn't want to be closer to any of you, but that God had a plan from the day I joined dance.

I honestly don't expect Mrs. Chia to be too happy about this, but then again, I fear God more than I fear her. In fact, I don't expect that any CCA points will be given to me. For some of you, it might be difficult to understand. But to my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, I hope that you can understand my situation. Indeed, I am truly sorry for all the trouble caused. I am entitled to nothing from anyone of you, but I ask for your forgiveness and understanding in this.

Yours Sincerely...:(
9:20 PM

here marks the end of the stagnation!
:)
pls study!
because im not!!
wahhahah!
11:20 PM



SCHEDULE FOR TMR:

9.00AM: ALL J1s be in the studio for the hiphop item
10.45AM: Wanting's Item
12.00PM: Clean up of studio
1.00PM: Zaki's Items

msg has been sent out as well,
it's a bit off but nvm..haha
pls follow the relay system!
7:32 PM



hey j1s, do keep working hard for all your items okay? for most, the effort is there, but time has to be spent also on watching out for details okay! if you cant get it, ask for help, and make sure you try to work it out at home. with great determination, u can do most things! press on!!

j2s, ARRRGGHHH!!! try and study!! okay easy for me to say, not easy for me to even execute nowadays. its tiring like SSHHIIITTT, but dun leave work till the last 2 wks!! try, can, possible!


EVERYONE, make sure you rest well this weekend!! i can see from the past few days everyone is just starting to drain.. cheer up pple, the stress will only increase, but dont buckle under it! rest well, get ready for the next week..

cos it may just be hell.

12:42 AM